My Story...goes on....

Yup,school and work....because of the unwanted popularity tt I'v gained from the past year. I made more frens in and outside school. My routine now changes drastically. Something that used to be just school,work and home extended to hanging out,clubs and drinking. Not forgetting the occasional fights that I have with random people in or out of school itself. My times and hours are basically being spent in town.. That's where life is for me. Usual hangouts would be Wisma Atria,Forum Galleria,Cuppage Centre and Marina Square... Just to name a few tho... It never felt hectic or tiring to me.. Life is just fast.. 

Activities during the weekend varies for me. At times,my schedule would just be so damned packed tt I don't even have the time to go home. Did all the crazy things that any teenagers would do then. Especially since most of the times,those runaways would be together with me most of the times that we automatically just formed a clique of our own..The best things that I liked doing most of the times with them would definitely be dancing...We just won't care and would just be dancing almost anywhere. Once, we even dance to the tunes of Ice Ice Baby without any fell of embarrassments at The Padang ( now known as The Esplanade ). Trust me,there's more than 20 of us at that point of time.. Its a no surprise actually coz we would always hangout with those whom we knew from school and our neighborhoods in town always.. We just love performing... We even formed ourselves into a dance group that iis kindda know back then.. From a simple frenship to passion of what we do,some of us developed love for the other. Some of us turns competitive but as for me,a former crushed became my bestfren. By then,I'v also turned into an avid smoker and drinker and clubber.. I do have to admit, I became much more of a rebel than an angel. The Incident didn't turn me into someone quiet,instead it turns me into someone more brave,open and independent.

One thing about me tho,I still will be present in school even tho I'v had a late and tiring night. Study is still my main focus. I aspired to be either a journalist or an architect. In class,no matter how sleepy that I could be,I'd still try my very best to focus and understand whatever that I'm studying. Its very hard indeed,but i strive so hard to make a difference for myself,for my better future. Coming from  a not well to do family and having frens that actually depends on you really makes it seems so hard to achieve my own dreams at time. It also sometimes just makes me want to just break down and cry. Not that I do not want to but I always feels that I just have to be strong. Work hard even if I have to really sweat it out. Try my very very best.. Managed to get passes all the times that my teacher would often wonder how the hell did I managed to do it despite being so rebellious and all... All I could say is that I'm lucky to developed such a strong driving force... Work hard and play twice as hard...haha..